Scared of Love

When it comes to love, I think that there are two types of people-people who embrace love, and those who run away from it. I am someone that has learned to embrace it. I realize that there is no need to deny love because you cannot keep it from happening. This time, once I convinced myself to embrace love, love decided that he was not ready to embrace me. I think this has to with the fact that I have been in love before so I know what to expect. The loss of control is a feeling that I have learned to embrace. For me, the constant thoughts and dreams are routine. The aching, yearning feeling to be with someone 24/7 is not foreign to me. I may not like the fact that my emotions are haywire, but I know that the feeling of being in love is better than any other feeling that I have felt. The loss of control becomes worth it once your heart succumbs to sincere love for someone. For a person that is a virgin to being in love, the loss of control process may be too hard to bear. Some ppl are scared to have their heart care for someone else more than they care for themselves. Some ppl. rather be alone than be in love. This is what I think his problem was. He was just not ready to admit that he could possibly fall for me. So he ran away.