Hopelessly Swept

How naive of me to continue falling constantly. Shame on me as I can blame no one but me. For eternity I have yearned for thee patiently. Debating whether or not that tender spot in my heart would mend before I allowed you another chance to bruise it once again. I have desired for you to aspire to fill the void that you left. I have witnessed the theft of my heart as it was no longer enough for you to tear it apart. You made it your mission to make sure it could never beat for another as I eagerly refused to run for cover, excited for the delight you bring, enabling it to mask the pain. And you're doing it again. When I finally thought I was strong enough to say no you rush along urging for us to let the madness go, start anew, grant you the opportunity to drag me through more scrutiny. Hopelessly swept off my feet as you confess feelings so deep, happily strung along, forgetting all that has gone wrong, veiling the abrasions, bandaging the scabs, praying you don't give me another reason to bleed.

Fallen Angel

She's a beautiful disaster the morning after, master of the walk of shame. Genius at this game, if there were a hall of fame, she'd be the next inductee. A mesmerizing disgrace as mascara and eye liner run down her face, yet she still manages to look lovely. Beyond and above thee although she still wears last night's clothes. Everyone knows what she's done but she holds her nose high, sporting her crumpled attire with pride. Though she can hear the whispers of her peers, she never breaks her stride. Fallen angel as her mind floods of imagines of her, him, sheets tangled, hair mangled in his hands, just a participant in her one night stand. Her bed ridden hair generates multiple stares tell that she'd gone for a ride, not that she'd dare deny. This wolf cries no lies, neither does she try to disguise what she has done as she marches bravely towards her room.

Just A Thought

Life is to short to resort to such madness, embrace the pain. Too busy frowning to realize that a smile is more worthwhile. Anger leaves to nothing to gain. Hatred is too strong of a feeling, find a better way of dealing with your stress. The sun shines too bright to be trapped inside negativity that bleeds as dark as night.