Throwing In The Towel

On the borderline of insanity, disgusted with the vanity that you possess. How dare you be peachy keen, supreme while I'm nothing short of a mess. I must confess this hurts, deeply so. You hold on, ever so loosely, hindering my ability to let go. As soon as I'm able to progress you find a way, ever so simply, to fuck with my mind. Idiotic as I devoted too much time, pissed that while I obsessed, you easily dismissed. Damn how could I have missed you intensely while you ignored me immensely. This grasp I have upon you gets more difficult to bare as I become less convinced that you care. No one deserves this despair. How drastically far we've come from the love we used to share. I refuse to be strung along, sprung off someone that does not believe my all is enough. One can only take so much emotional abuse, I am not known for being that tough. So congratulations, soon the victory will be yours, you will win. A couple more low blows and I'll be forced to throw the towel in.

Get's No Better

I'm a slender piece of tenderness. I promise you it gets no more splendid as this. All you could ever want at your disposal, yet you still chose to dismiss. I hope you're reminiscing on all the love you might miss. Something this amazing only comes once in a lifetime, one's soul-mate is truly hard to find. Maybe one day you'll find a replacement that's nearly as divine. Or maybe you'll realize that greatness was in front of you all along and only insanity justifies denying a love this strong. Pray that I won't be long gone if you do discover that you were wrong. Or suffice with the fact that you may have ruined your chance of partaking in a sincere and loving romance. I truly hope one day you'll see that most worthwhile experiences don't come easy, and you'll appreciate the difficult but loving relationship you shared with me.

Self-Motivation

Nothing's gonna take away my sunshine. Fighting off unhappiness daily with this smile of mine. All strenuousness disappears in due time. All hard work pays off at the end of the climb. Realizing that being joyful is not a crime. I'm too pretty to frown. Too much ahead of me to feel down. This caring girl has plenty of love to go round.