Throwing In The Towel

On the borderline of insanity, disgusted with the vanity that you possess. How dare you be peachy keen, supreme while I'm nothing short of a mess. I must confess this hurts, deeply so. You hold on, ever so loosely, hindering my ability to let go. As soon as I'm able to progress you find a way, ever so simply, to fuck with my mind. Idiotic as I devoted too much time, pissed that while I obsessed, you easily dismissed. Damn how could I have missed you intensely while you ignored me immensely. This grasp I have upon you gets more difficult to bare as I become less convinced that you care. No one deserves this despair. How drastically far we've come from the love we used to share. I refuse to be strung along, sprung off someone that does not believe my all is enough. One can only take so much emotional abuse, I am not known for being that tough. So congratulations, soon the victory will be yours, you will win. A couple more low blows and I'll be forced to throw the towel in.