Breath Of Fresh Air

Stress relieved, I can't complain, as happiness resonates through me. I am finally free. Feelings of pride derived as I stride with my head held high. No need to sigh as life gets better each day that passes by. Can't be broken down, so don't you dare try. Breath of fresh air as with a wish and a prayer all signs of sadness are replaced. Cleansed, renewed, washed of all disgrace. Feeling brand new. Developing into a better person, far more improved. Watch out, I'm not the girl I used to be and may no longer be the girl you used to know. While others are frozen in time, I continue to blossom and grow.

Shhh.....

Don't say a word. Feelings project louder when felt, not heard. Don't utter a single phrase. Let us embrace the moment and be amazed. Silence, don't make a peep. Unspoken words travel further deep. Close your mouth and let conversation travel down south. Just hush, and for once let our bodies discuss. Expression is at its best, the longer we're undressed.

Throwing In The Towel

On the borderline of insanity, disgusted with the vanity that you possess. How dare you be peachy keen, supreme while I'm nothing short of a mess. I must confess this hurts, deeply so. You hold on, ever so loosely, hindering my ability to let go. As soon as I'm able to progress you find a way, ever so simply, to fuck with my mind. Idiotic as I devoted too much time, pissed that while I obsessed, you easily dismissed. Damn how could I have missed you intensely while you ignored me immensely. This grasp I have upon you gets more difficult to bare as I become less convinced that you care. No one deserves this despair. How drastically far we've come from the love we used to share. I refuse to be strung along, sprung off someone that does not believe my all is enough. One can only take so much emotional abuse, I am not known for being that tough. So congratulations, soon the victory will be yours, you will win. A couple more low blows and I'll be forced to throw the towel in.

Get's No Better

I'm a slender piece of tenderness. I promise you it gets no more splendid as this. All you could ever want at your disposal, yet you still chose to dismiss. I hope you're reminiscing on all the love you might miss. Something this amazing only comes once in a lifetime, one's soul-mate is truly hard to find. Maybe one day you'll find a replacement that's nearly as divine. Or maybe you'll realize that greatness was in front of you all along and only insanity justifies denying a love this strong. Pray that I won't be long gone if you do discover that you were wrong. Or suffice with the fact that you may have ruined your chance of partaking in a sincere and loving romance. I truly hope one day you'll see that most worthwhile experiences don't come easy, and you'll appreciate the difficult but loving relationship you shared with me.

Self-Motivation

Nothing's gonna take away my sunshine. Fighting off unhappiness daily with this smile of mine. All strenuousness disappears in due time. All hard work pays off at the end of the climb. Realizing that being joyful is not a crime. I'm too pretty to frown. Too much ahead of me to feel down. This caring girl has plenty of love to go round.

What I Wonder When My Mind Wanders...

I've been thinking lately. Deciphering what inspires me. Tired of patiently waiting, meditating, looking for something thoroughly motivating. Realizing that too much time's passing, nothing's truly everlasting, can't waste life procrastinating, too busy contemplating what someone else should or should not have done when I should be the one analyzing what I haven't accomplished in relation to what I still need to do. Instead of worrying about you, I should be looking out for self. In this selfish world there's no time to waste on anyone else. But the mind does what it wants and my thoughts played the fool because on a consistent basis the basics of my thoughts revolved around you....that is until now, but now my heart's unbound and now I seek the pleasures found with being with one's self. I desire happiness that evolves around me, the joys that accompany being free. Living each day dangerously, as careless as I want to be, Allowing the little things to make me smile. Realizing that its the minor things that tend to be worthwhile in the end, like making new friends or enjoying a good laugh, indulging oneself with a bubble bath or two. Life's too short to feel blue. The future is uncertain so no one can be certain to what time will bring. No need to focus on the negative things that somewhere far yonder. These are a few of the things I wonder whenever my mind wanders....

Chasing Desires

Thrust into a difficult matter, toggling between beauty and disaster. The master of getting a broken heart. Sometimes all I want is a fresh start, but something urges me to look back and I resort to exactly what I know, a bruised love that I can't let go. Torn, I can't force myself to turn the page. In this day and age I'm comforted by the familiarity. A fan of clarity, fearful of uncertainty, being vulnerable to someone hurting me. But then again that someone could be you. How can I be certain your feelings are true? What we have could be magical, theatrical, another love never known to be this real. Or is it surreal, a false ordeal you created because you could. A conniving con artist that's just that good. But I've had a taste of how your love could be. Nothing dare matches its beauty. Marvelous enough to be worth the scrutiny. Only an idiot would pass the opportunity to be adored so thoroughly. So blindly I'll march through this fire, drawn by the need to catch what I desire.