Friday, April 2, 2010

Mind Of A Counselor

Crazy spontaneity, uncertainty breaking me, breath-taking, longing for well considered decisions, heavy reliance compliance, transitions rendered as preconceived notions my mind envisions. Too concerned with destiny and over-analyzing whether or not this is how things are meant to be. Incapable of taking one step at a time, all situations must be defined, conflicts and concerns need to be mentioned, all actions must have an alternative intention, over-processing scenarios, my greatest form of heartache prevention. Ambition lost, Refusing to be driven by impulse.
Extreme superstition as inhibitions remain sustained in my brain, staining my ability to let life flow.
Needing to take things slow, fearful of the unknown, unable to blow through this wall of stone prohibiting my ability to live life carefree.

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