Torture

Eyes hazed, mind dazed, this current phase created by those who've betrayed me. Restless sleep as my soul slumbers deep but my hollow body lies wide awake. A paralyzed state ,trance, as disbelief dances mystically through my head. The living dead couldn't instill any more dread than what you've caused, lost as time continues to pause around me, haunting nightmares surround me. Drowning, suffering as Lady Luck keeps toughening her hatred of me. Disparity, as clarity seeps from my mind. Someone's vendetta, undefined, cursing my life, one disaster at a time. Losing faith as optimism is replaced by hopelessness ans distress. Why have I inherited this mess? While I confess that I haven't been the best, no one deserves this form of torture. NO cure in sight as surely events increasingly aggravate my plight. Somewhere something went wrong, too cushioned by fantasies of everything going right. Now everywhere I turn, grudges are being formed, bridges left burned. I'm a prisoner caught, undeniably distraught as these demons cannot destroyed, or fought.