Smiling

Recently I've been feeling a little down and out, 0ver-analyzing about what things could have been but ceased to be. Constantly frowning about why my life has not been going my way. But I figure that there's no need to sit around drowning in negativity. I have so much going for me. No need to complain about spoiled milk, especially when God has been spoiling me in so many other ways. I have a beautiful family, and no matter how broken it may be, I'm glad that its the one I have. I'm blessed to have so many people out there caring about me. PLUS I'm practically a genius! Okay no not really but being able to maintain a 3.78 GPA at a prestigious college while being on a dance team with two jobs is a feat within itself. AND I have never wanted for anything in my life. Everything that I have wanted and needed (and even a few things I didn't want) I have been given easily. My mother and grandmother made sure of it. I have amazing friends that have stood by me, helping overcome all of the bullshit that I have faced in my life. I can't really ask for more than that. So instead of frowning on the few things that have not gone my way in life, I'm going to smile about the many things that have gone right and trust that everything that has not yet fallen into to place for me will eventually do so in due time :)